It's the PMS period again, hence lots and lots of emotions and feelings that I want to let out. I just started a new job, and on the same week, all my midterms are happening. For once, I felt really stressed (yeah naw...) but I'm pretty sure I did horrible on at least half of my midterms, which is bad for my gpa and for the advanced courses I would like to take. I feel so bad for not being able to perform better and not slapping myself to study harder, but the midterms are done now and it's just too late to regret.
I'm not sure if I'll be able to handle 5 courses and a 3 days a week job, of course, I've worked 40 hours/week before, but it's just a new environment and the courses are getting harder. On top of all that, I feel that I'm neglecting a lot of important things in my life, I'm trying to connect more with my family, with my friends, and of course I'm trying hard not to neglect the boyfriend.
There are so many things I wanted to do, that I'm not able to anymore because of a new job, maybe life was thought too easy. There are so many plans I would like to accomplish in later years, yet, it just feels like mission impossible. I've set a few goals this month, but I feel that I'm just going to not commit to them, sigh.
On a happier note, an old friend started talking to me suddenly again, kinda happy when old friends suddenly strike a conversation so spontaneously. Mean they still think of you from time to time.
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