Last night, I was supposed to study for my test today. After I was done with work, I went to MB to join her, but we were both hungry, so we went dinner instead. Instead of using this 4 hours to study, we were reminiscing. I haven't had a heart to heart face to face talk for a long time and it just made me miss some of my childhood friends a lot.
I regret letting some of my friends down in high school, I really regret it. Some of them have always been there for me when I needed it, but I did not learn to cherish the friendship. I choose other friends and I've let them down. Time machines do not exist, and I can never go back to change what I have done. Sometimes, when the hurt is done, there's really nothing one can do to change it. Some may be able to accept and move on, but that thorn will never be removed. And who can I blame but myself? Too bad it took me so long to realize.
During our talk, it shocked me that my friend could still put so much trust in me, even if we haven't talked for so long, and we are the kind that see each other once per year? once per 2 years? And in return, I know I can rely on her too. I really want to reconnect with those friends I've let down because I was being selfish. I know it's going to be hard, it's going to be awkward, but we live with no regrets by being the best of ourselves no?
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aights bye
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